I am scared

that if i say it out loud

it will make it true

and i will have to admit

that i

(or should i say we)

are losing you.

I am afraid

That if i say the words

he’s going to die

will it be my fault

for not believing he won’t.

I cannot believe

The man that I see

Is the man that I saw

Not so long ago

In a tux and a tie

With a smile

And a new bride.

I cannot imagine

A world without you

I keep looking at your pictures

I just pray it isn’t true

About startingwritenow

I am a mom, a wife, a sister, daughter and friend. I love a good laugh, a house full of people, a great craft beer (or two), a bold red wine and a book or movie of any kind.-good, bad or otherwise! I believe in learning something everyday, in growing and changing every chance you get. I don't fit in every circle, I don't color inside the lines, but I have learned to love my messy life!
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